Journeys take place in the mind as much as they do in physical space, and I have noticed a recurring thought-pattern that unspools every time I travel Interstate 10 between Phoenix and Tucson.
Lots of people are joining me out there: this is the state’s most traveled piece of rural asphalt, according to the Arizona Department of Transportation. But the state’s busiest freeway is also its most reviled, crossing what many consider swaths of unattractive scrublands and cheerless little offramp villages. “At night and with a six pack,” is how one historian friend of mine—a great lover of this state—described his only preferred way to travel I-10.
Nobody writes a poem to this section of expressway, completed in the heyday of the optimism of the Kennedy-Johnson New Frontier between 1961-1971. I have lived in both Phoenix and Tucson off and on and have probably traversed this road more than 800 times, looking at the same sunbaked landmarks and thinking the same reliable thoughts: about old friends, old happenings, old mysteries of my life here. How many others mark their I-10 journeys with a mental libretto of musings on the roadside spectacle?
My sequential reverie doesn’t really start until I-10 breaks free from metro Phoenix at the buckle of viaducts that connect to the Santan Freeway and the road bends into the beige expanse of the Gila River Indian Reservation. The 12-story hotel at the Wild Horse Pass Hotel & Casino is the second-to-last tall building a motorist sees until Tucson, and I wonder “wild horse pass?” Is that an actual place name or just a faux-Western branding tool? I imagine the smell of bath soap and linens inside the rooms; the universal aroma of hotels. And I think of Ira Hayes of the Gila River Pima, whose people farmed the Phoenix Valley, in Arizona land, in the geographically fanciful words of Johnny Cash. The shy U.S. Marine was among the crew that raised the U.S. flag on Mount Suribachi at Iwo Jima, and he died consumed with survivor guilt and alcoholism ten years after the war.
You’d hardly know this was an Indian reservation, however, as we pass the infinity loop of Firebird International Raceway and then the earthen bowl of what used to be called Compton Terrace—a big concert venue in the 1980s when DJs on the hard rock radio talked about it constantly and a certain crowd in my high school talked in reverential terms about getting high and drunk after hearing Def Leppard. The venue now lies unsigned and abandoned, looking like a Roman amphitheater on the coast of the Mediterranean. Much of what lies on the edge of I-10, in fact, falls into the category of relics: castoffs of a modern era, their bones bleaching in the sun.
We come up to the perennially jammed off-ramp to Arizona Highway 347, widened to four lanes in 2004 to make room for Maricopa, an explosion of stucco and baked-red tile that qualified it as the fastest-growing city in the country until the foreclosure crisis hollowed it out half-a-decade later. Though the horizontal maze of curving streets cannot be seen from the interstate, I invariably think of the economy founded on cheap housing and mortgage trading; the desert chewed up for families on the move. The detached air-conditioned rancher is Arizona’s coal, its steel, its bushels of wheat. Before long, we pass the ruined museum and visitor’s center at the exit for the tribal village of Sacaton as we move into a ragged stretch of upper Sonoran hardpan and the first showings of another kind of boom: the swaths of ragged land that have never really recovered from the mania for cotton that swept Arizona in the 1910s. Big chunks of land near the rivers were scraped bare and planted with an extra long staple variety called Pima cotton, a primary component in tires and airplane wings. My great-great grandfather, Franklin La Rue, got caught up in the craze and planted cotton himself on the edge of Phoenix. The demand collapsed after the war and most of the desert fields went fallow. They still look hard-used and wasted.
The road crosses the Gila River, its broad bed gone to dust, but an important psychological line nonetheless. This used to be the border with Mexico before the Gadsden Purchase brought the south part of the state into the U.S. for a Confederate railroad that never got built. Large riverboats used to sail on it before the Coolidge Dam impounded all the water for the cotton farmers. A sign points the way to that sorrowful agribusiness crossroads off to the east; the one that I-10 pretty much murdered when it sucked away the traffic from state highway 87.
The Eisenhower-era bureaucrats knew as much in 1957 when banker and consultant Verne Graves warned in a report that the futuristic freeway would cause Mesa, Florence and Coolidge to “suffer extensively from complete highway relocation.” Then-Gov. Paul Fannin told panicked residents—led by a Chevrolet dealer named Brad Sizer—they didn’t need to fear an unfavorable decision by the U.S. Bureau of Roads. “I am not interested in seeing how fast we can get people across the state,” he told them. “I feel we want people to see what our state has to offer.” Today’s efficient hypodermic of the freeway makes it clear who won that particular local vs. federal argument. After all, the feds were picking up 94 percent of the bill.

Over a slight rise and we’re now into the basin dominated by shabby cotton fields and the sunworn jumble of Casa Grande, where my old Jeep overheated 20 years ago and I had it fixed at a desert garage that seemed ripped from a Cormac McCarthy novel. The left side of the freeway here has been barricaded with a grim concrete wall with a stylized bas-relief diagram of farm furrows radiating away from mountains. This Pinal-themed wall shields a Sam’s Club store and a nearby cluster of earth-toned two-bedroom starter homes thrown up en masse by the mega-builder DR Horton—an architectural vernacular as integral to 21st Arizona as the brick townhouse was to Edwardian London. Ordinary life is possible here, the houses announce. I can almost smell the air conditioning and taste the frosted flakes from Sam’s Club.
But soon we come upon a dreary counter-example: the highly-visible corpse of the Tanger Factory Outlet mall off Jimmie Kerr Boulevard, which opened in 1991 and started devolving to a husk about 10 years ago when newer outlet malls opened in Phoenix. Few monuments to capitalism look more pathetic than a dead mall. The empty shells of Guess and Izod, as well as the blank cube that was once a Wendy’s out front, announce their victimhood.
Just south of here is the convergence of I-10 and I-8, which bends off to the west toward San Diego—the ocean a fantasy abstraction here in the midst of the Sonoran Desert—and in the crotch between the two is a lonely wooden sign for Campground Tierra Buena, i.e. “good land,” which seems to have vanished years ago along with so many other failed projects clinging to this midcentury desert arterial. But travelers still need to eat, sleep, defecate and get gas at regular intervals, and very soon we spot the cheap plastic stalks of commerce which grow alongside every freeway in America as reliably as wooden water towers used to mark distances on early railroad lines. Here is the franchise village of Sunland Gin Road: Love’s Travel Stop, Motel 6, Arby’s. And a curiosity: Blue Beacon Truck Wash—formerly known as Red Baron—which has a second-story tower with strange portholes looking outward. What’s in that roasting attic, I wonder. What does it smell like in there? Who thought a medieval-nautical truck wash design was a good idea?
The interstate now takes another bend and we’re up against another dreary strip of the quick-life: hamburgers, gas, an RV resort. This one is called—exotically enough—Toltec Road, and it seems to have been the answer of the depressed city of Eloy to the problem posed in 1956 by the route planners who foresaw an economic stink bomb coming to those central Arizona cotton towns bypassed by the ruthless line of the freeway. Eloy had made its life from transportation—its name comes from a 1902 Southern Pacific Railroad acronym for “East Line of Yuma”—and it stood to die by the same forces unless it extended Toltec Road like a straw to suck a little sales tax off the asphalt nipple. The city annexed the north side of the interchange in 1965 and the south side in 1971. And I recall playing basketball in junior high school against a tough team from Eloy; a long-distance trip that then seemed magical.
It isn’t long before we pass another dingy I-10 ruin, this one a set of weird-looking birdcages on poles and big truck tires half-buried in the dirt —the lone remnants of an amusement park and “drive-through zoo” called “Family Fun World” that lost its financing in the late 1990s. I can recall a ferocious metal dinosaur that used to stand out there; it’s now as extinct as its prehistoric avatars. The big hole there was a clay quarry used for the construction of this very interstate.
The property is within sight, however, of one the verdant patches on the journey: a huge stand of pecan trees, English in their symmetry, which are entirely non-native but always looked shady and inviting. But nearly half of it is gone—removed by the Arizona Department of Transportation for a road-widening project seven years ago. Along with it went nearly the entire town of Picacho, which had been there since the late 1880s when it was a stagecoach stop. The coming of I-10 had been an economic gift in the Space Age, bringing with it two locally owned gas stations and the rectangular Picacho Motel just off the Exit 212 interchange. I remember it as a funky little place with a giant sign with an oval on top that could be seen for miles. Air-conditioning units encased in brown-painted slats hung from the back windows. What did it smell like in those rooms? What little family dramas and road romances happened in there?

I never got to stay at the Picacho Motel. ADOT razed and removed it and 61 other properties in recent years—including the local elementary school, the post office, Marty’s Tire and Auto Repair and sacrifices to the same freeway that conjured them into being. I-10 giveth and I-10 taketh away. The businesses are all gone; 37 families had to be relocated. All this happened—a town scrubbed from the earth—without any of the newspapers in Tucson or Phoenix doing a story. That says something dismal either about the currently weakened state of the press or the obscurity of a town like Pichaco, which might be the most-seen and least-visited place in Arizona. My childhood friend Sheldon Folwer and I used to gaze at it with pity from the windows of my mother’s car, wondering to ourselves how anybody lived there—and what the kids did for fun. “I’ll bet they play some kind of desert game,” Sheldon had volunteered, and I imagined an improvised combat scenario with low power BB guns and rocks as weapons. It didn’t sound terribly appealing.
From here you can spot the volcanic saddle of Picacho Peak, whose name is a tortured combination of Spanish and English—literally, “little peak peak”—and the strongest visual symbol of this drive, looking like a frozen sloth rising from a vanished swamp. A little dash of highway commerce is scattered outside the gates of the state park: a Dairy Queen, a sex toy store called Lion’s Den, a Shell station. Up a side road are the barely-existent ruins of a Nickerson Farms restaurant that closed in the early 1980s and spent the next three decades falling apart. Once after the roof had collapsed I walked into the shell with a camera and photographed the spindled chaos of all the beams. After a few more years, only the ramada over the driveway was standing. Now even that is gone. As is the giant sign that once had a model of an old-timey truck on top of it—at least a hundred and fifty feet up over the baked plains—advertising a vanished tourist trap named Furrer’s that had a museum of vehicles from World War I.
We’re almost two-thirds home now, and getting close to an APS power plant which is when—driving here on my way back from college in the late 1980s—I was able to pick up the signal of my hometown pop radio station, KRQ, on the radio of my old Ford and feel a flood of gratitude, familiarity and dread at coming home. The feeling increases as we pass a railroad water tower for the jerkwater stop of Red Rocks, where my pal Sheldon and I—older by then—once drove out to because he had heard of this tiny bar where they served mini-pitchers of beer and were not particular about carding minors. We arrived after 10 p.m. to find the bar closed. Another adventure stopped; story of my youth. Not too much farther and I can see the turnoff for Pinal Air Park and a jumble of tail fins of parked planes, mainly scrapped 747s, looking like the upright necks of pigeons. Guards used to turn visitors away from the gates of this obscure airport back in the Reagan era, though the story eventually leaked out: it was a staging ground for the CIA, which used it to retrofit planes that ferried guns to Nicaragua. Another mystery of I-10, highly visible and extremely concealed all at once.
Up on us is the edge of Marana, a cotton town whose heart was destroyed by this freeway in 1962 just like Picacho had been sacrificed more recently. Perhaps in revenge, Marana became one of the truly greedy exurban jurisdictions of the state during the 1990s, annexing and developing great gobs of empty caliche. Now it has 44,000 people, a burgeoning school district and a whole lot of boxy tract homes. Some of the prior character remains, though—the remnants of Miller’s Market in the dot village of Rillito, where I once 30 years ago glimpsed a young girl standing outside near a gaunt older man who looked like her father; a scene right out of a Walker Evans photograph. And nearby the desert gothic kilns and furnaces of the Portland Cement Company, tucked into a grove of eucalyptus trees against a hillside. A truck that used to parked out this way assured passerby Jesus is the Answer, and it was near this spot in the year 1980 when my family was finishing its move from Phoenix to Tucson—a move I hated—and we were transporting a final load of household knickknacks and two reluctant cats in a Volvo station wagon that we passed through a brief squall and came over a viaduct to see a double rainbow shining between us and the green-gray hump of the Santa Catalina Mountains off to the west. My mother describes it as a near-religious moment: a signal to her that a better future awaited in Tucson. I can remember a few caterpillars crawling across the asphalt of I-10 and being not so convinced. This moment turned out to be a kind of hinge: I was about to experience the horrors of new classrooms with strange people in a new town; leaving childhood behind. The rainbow was gone within minutes but the viaduct still there and I am now in middle age, still traveling this most essential of Arizona’s rural arteries.
To the right, I can see the Santa Cruz River, which Father Eusebio Kino had used as his own version of I-10, planting missions four hundred years ago under the authority of the King of Spain. To the left, I can see the faraway fold of Pima Canyon, where indigenous rebels against that reign were said to have taken refuge in 1751. Near it flows the alluvial wash called Canyon del Oro, which means “Valley of Gold,” and gave its name to my high school. My first real girlfriend lived in a tract home right beside it. Past and present mingle in a carburetor of thought. And here comes Orange Grove Road, an exit from the freeway, and the way that leads home.
This article appears in Jan 10-16, 2019.



Wow. Thank you for taking me back. I lived in Tucson 1987-1992 as I attended the UofA. I made that drive so many times to go to shows up in the Phoenix area (Sun Club, Mason Jar, Compton Terrace, etc). You captured my same thoughts to a T as I made those drives so many years ago.
When I moved to Tucson in 1969 a sign on I-10 east of Tucson read BORDER FRIENDSHIP ROUTE, Within a matter of years the state replaced it with PEARL HARBOR MEMORIAL HIGHWAY. What can you conclude from that?
This is the 2nd time I’ve read Tom Zoellner. The first was a book about that shooting at the Safeway on the SE corner of Ina and Oracle Roads Gabby Giffords. Mr. Zoellner is a true wordsmith. Captivating writing rhythm that is easy to read.
The memories brought back about the I-10 stretch between El Kapital and the Old Pueblo are a mixed bag. I had to make this trip once a month, when I worked for the University of Arizona Alumni Association and went to the Phoenix Alumni Club night meetings. That requirement was one of the reasons I quit that job after a couple of years.
Now, when my wife and I drive to Tucson from Oregon’s Willamette Valley for part of the winter, we merge onto I-10 from I-8. We avoid driving through El Kapital due to the always present traffic jams. On I-8, ten to fifteen miles east of that intersection, we can see the distant outline of the Catalina Mtns. That always delights. Almost back home: TUCSON!
Reading this memory was wonderful. Thanks, Mr. Zoellner.
I loved reading this blast from the past. So sad and nostagic-thank you!
I loved reading this blast from the past. So sad and nostagic-thank you!
Great article! I nostalgically remember driving at night in the ’70’s with long stretches of darkness in the distance. There was a peculiar stump at the pull-off just past the Gila River (toward Phoenix) that some jokester painted black and red to resemble a turkey. For years it always brought a smile to my face every time I passed until it finally rotted away into oblivion. There was also a broken down wooden wagon dumped at the end of the frontage road just past the Red Rocks post office. I took the exit one morning and got some nice pictures of that old wagon with Picacho Peak in the background. Finally, a dozen years ago my brother (who had never been to the Southwest) had business in Phoenix and rented a car to drive down for a visit. He raved about the “scenic drive”. It’s all in one’s perspective.
VERY colorful and concise writing! Much higher quality than those heavy-handed Tucson Salvage stories. Please keep it up! Thanks!
Tom Zoellner is an accomplished and award winning author that is a welcome addition to the Weekly’s contributors. Salvage is written by Brian Smith, a more of a locally flavored, self-taught ex-junkie. He’s the prose equivalent of Billy Sedamyer’s musicianship. Tucson has changed. Get over it and let these dinosaurs retire.
Was beginning to think that the weekly had deteriorated into an add rag for cannabis stores. This splendid piece changed my mind. Thanks and will keep an eye open for Zoellner’s byline.
I thought I was the only one who had an affair with Compton Terrace, Picacho Truck Stop, “Jesus Saves” trailer, Nickersons, abandoned desert cages and the cotton fields. This brought tears to my eyes as I lived between Phoenix and Nogales between the 70’s until 2008. Plus, I’m a truck driver. I have fueled at the TA many times, Washed my vehicle at Blue Beacon for years and shopped the outlets with my children. We loved to stop at the old gas station next to Nikersons to get the jumbo dill pickles for 99 cents. Thank you for your story. So bittersweet.
Pleasantly surprised to read this. Outstanding expos on one of the gems in the region. Zollener is a breath of fresh air and would like to see his column replace that pretentious local vignette one.
Enjoyed the trip down I-10 memory lane. I too wondered about the rooms at the Picacho Motel – that is if anyone really ever stayed there with its rooms backed up within feet of the screaming freeway. Although as Tom Zoellner points out businesses and 37 families were bought out virtually wiping Picacho off the map it seemed every yard (fully visible from the elevated freeway) was a horders dream come true with “stuff” probably accumulated since its days as a stagecoach stop. And it was too bad Tom got off at Orange Grove Road as he may have missed out on the delightful welcome Tucson used to role out for motorists with the reeking waste treatment plants and gaping excavation pits. Ah yes , the good old days.
Too many trips between Tucson and the Valley to recall. Before leaving a sense of dread, pangs of angst, and dread. Not for the destination, but for the ride through the post-apocalypse landscape of litter and abandonment.
Zoellner awakens these emotions beautifully. With talent like his available, guest appearances would be a welcome relief from the same old stories told by the same old writers.
What a memory blast. I’ve been travelling in between Phoenix and Tucson for over 50 years. I’ve eaten at Nickerson Farms when I was a kid. There was a trading post there that has since burnt down. An interesting article about them: https://bit.ly/2VNfGsF On the east bound side of I-10 just north of Picacho Peak there used to be a rest stop. It was pretty gross as it was served by a septic tank and had no water. It was torn down in the ’80’s I believe. I saw Tom Petty at Compton Terrace in the mid-80’s. Its a BMX park now. Compton Terrace used to be in Tempe next to a theme park named Legend City. When it was torn down it moved to I-10. I saw the Grateful Dead at the Tempe location. Baseline Road used to be where civilization started when I first started traveling the road. The Campground Tierra Buena was an RV park and actually had a small golf course. It was all dirt and you get a foot square piece of fake grass to hit your ball off of. I stayed at the Picacho Peak hotel in the late ’70’s. We were on our way to Phoenix to see a concert (the Who I think) when we heard on the radio it was canceled. We decided to stay there instead of returning to Tucson. It wasn’t bad.
Well-written essay.
When I moved to Arizona before John McCain heard of Arizona, my new friends at work said to just wait a few years when I-10 is three lanes from Phoenix to Tucson. Well, 40 years later the two lane hell road across the GRIC is the same. You alternatively get stuck driving behind a truck or an RV from Minnesota going 55, in one lane, or you get run over, already driving 15 over the speed limit, by a Scottsdale Barbie in a luxury SUV, or a young male driving a contractor truck, both going about 95.
Wonderful article. We migrated to Tucson as refugees from California in June 1992, staying there until August 2004. Been back once to take part in Johnny Gibson’s memorial celebration in 2010. The enchantment lasted three years living at Sabino/Sunrise; moving to Country Club/Glenn with 3-4 nightly overhead police helicopters punctuating peace and quite catalyzed moving on. The article evoked strong feelings of both love and aesthetic wonder for the Tucson area. For me, the I10 drive from the Old Pueblo to Phoenix was a prolonged wonderland visit, powerful primeval beauty. Add Sonoran cuisine and the mix is powerful. Yoshimatsu helped, too. Were I of material means to do it, I would maintain homes in both Tucson and in the Texas Hill Country outside of Austin – with Tucson like a hermitage retreat for focused writing/imagining cared for with machaca burritos, Eegee frozen drinks, time visiting Bookman’s, and the open shelves of UofA Library. And strolls through Tohono Chul.
All a matter of perspective. I first drove I-10 from Phoenix to Tucson after several years living in upstate New York. To a native Southern Californian desperately homesick for Western landscapes the emptiness and long horizons were thoroughly beautiful, and the campground at Pichaco Peak where I spent a night was wilderness enough. Later when I had moved to Tucson and finally did the hike up the peak I ran into a couple from British Columbia who were amazed to find ferns growing along the shaded part of the trail. Beauty is where you find it, and when in a couple of centuries Chinese tourists come to marvel at the shards and remnants of the American empire, whos to say they wont find the husk of an outlet mall as haunting as we do the surviving adobe of Hohokam Casa Grande?
If Route 66 is the “Mother Road” then this stretch of I-10 is the “Drunken Step-Uncle Road.” Abhorred and blighted yet in a peculiar way that is part of it’s charm. I lived in Tucson from 1997-2005 and like many I made this trip so many times I almost memorized every telegraph pole alongside the Southern Pacific line to the east. This wonderful essay almost perfectly encapsulates the range of emotions and memories that strangely seem to come up while driving that desert drags. Memories both good and bad; moving to a strange new city at age 5, driving to Nana and Grandma’s house as a kid, going to Firebird Raceway every February for the NHRA Drag Races, that long, emotional drive with my dad after Grandpa passed away…
Thank You.
This article was as long and as boring as the trip up the 10.
Should have mentioned the tourist bonanza at the Shell station at Picacho Peak, the railroad lines with trains loaded with containers, and the airplane storage and breakdown facility, Evergreen Air Center, could be a whole story in itself; I worked there a few years doing security; they always had one of the 2 747’s that are fitted to carry the space shuttles, in for maintenance. They worked on refitting 747’s which could be converted in about 1 1/2 days to firefighting units, able to drop large amounts of suppressant where needed. Also the Navy Seals have training there, and it was amazing sometimes to see a sudden opening of parachutes as they practiced HALO ..High Altitude Low Opening –maneuvers
Unfortunately, I believe at least 3 Seals have died during training from parachute problems, RIP.
Sometimes we would close off the road from the highway to the Evergreen Air Center,for a while at night, so they could land and launch a small troop carrying plane for practice. I believe many of those little dots of light you usually see flying around Tucson at night in groups of maybe 4, are Navy Seals in paragliders which I think convert to ground transportation, preparatory to action in Afghanistan and other rural settings..
The Evergreen ties to the military and especially CIA airlines could probably foster a book in itself. Their home base in Everett, Washington, has the famous Spruce Goose giant airplane built by Howard Hughes. Some visitors from Washington had a story about meeting the original owner, don’t know his name, as he was sweeping the concrete at Everett…
There was something sad in seeing many formerly queens of the sky being torn apart for salvage and scrap; used to like to wander inside some of the stored planes where access was available,secretly, at night….
My goodness, what a glorious description. I spent the years of late high school and through college going between home (Tucson) and friends (Phoenix) — and ended up moving to Phoenix to live. I’ve been up here more than 30 years and I still miss Tucson’s mountains, and I still remember every inch of this drive, just as you described it “then” and as it is “now.” Right next to Nickerson’s Farms was a Stuckey’s, too. And it was right around there ads for “The Thing” (still down around Willcox way) started….
The Ostrich farm at Picacho came later, after I moved north. Still never stopped there… but we DID camp at Picacho numerous times, and hiked all over. The little lava rock hills hid treasures like owls and coyotes. Glorious.
Oddly enough, I miss this drive, taking it at least twice a month, and sometimes more — it’s the most barren and boring part of all Arizona (except MAYBE the stretch between Kingman and Hoover Dam), and yet I miss it.
I’ve been making this drive ever since it was US Highway 80. Some time in the early 1940s (or maybe the 1930s), the stretch from Tucson to Marana – about where the Portand cement plant is – was made into a divided highway with a long line of tamarisk trees in the median. Families – mine included – would stop to picnic under the trees. Some of those tamarisks are still there beside the frontage road east of I-10.)
Is this an essay or what? A poem? A ballad? I never read it. Who is Tom Zoellner?
AKA> the beginning was so boring that I decided not to read it at all. Why can”t you write fantasy fiction over here instead of a boring old highway? Tolkien could do much better than this, folks.
Wait. What exactly is the point of this poem?
Anybody quarantined yet?