Occasionally there are some small groupings of time where death’s hand and the cruelty of surprise meet and we lose souls we selfishly need with us. We don’t have to personally know the people who died to be leveled by their sudden deaths. When we know someone solely through their art—their gift and contribution to the world—our loss, the world’s loss, reverberates as loud as if it was a member of our own family. That’s because the artist’s gift to the world is to know us better than we know ourselves, and love us anyway.

Yes, Chris Cornell of Soundgarden and Audioslave died tragically at the too-young age of 52. But I’m writing of the concurrent loss of a brilliant artist in-the-making maybe half Cornell’s age, the underground upstart and Tucson rapper Jay Mephistopheles (aka Jay Mephist), who, before he inexplicably took the non-reversible step of suicide last week, had embarked on a catalog of music so distinctive, so different from anything else happening in Arizona, with such a fresh perspective, that he almost sounded like a yearning voiced by a millennial Nick Drake. And without so much as one full-length album to his name, what Jay gave us was unfulfilled, yet rare, potential.

Perhaps the best place to get started on Jay’s formidable, year-long solo recording era is the six-track EP Leftfield, self-released earlier this year. What’s immediately apparent from the first bars of opener “Blind” is Jay’s effortless, kaleidoscopic flow of waking-dream lyrics, delivered with an enticing and soulful light touch. The skeletal beats, provided by numerous producers, whose common threat is a quality of ultra-minimalism—even for trap-inspired music. Indeed, the last few seconds of “Hood Hippie” is Jay riding syncopations atop a drone comparable to a muted wind tunnel. “I Just Wanna” goes further: Its first line is “I woke up this morning and I couldn’t find the ground” and the refrain is “I’m out of this world and that’s how I want to be.” Hardly morbid or depressing, the track is as breezy as a summer pop hit. “Rock the Bells” takes this formula further still; it appears Jay Mephistopheles was gearing up to be all things to all people.

In the last few days, I’ve exclusively listened to Jay’s SoundCloud page. There’s not a bad song there. More evident was the hypersonic pace at which his creativity was flowing in the short months before his death. Jay Mephistopheles was a giant in the making. His most recent song, a collaboration with rapper HP, was released a few days before his death. More of a masterpiece than an intentional epitaph, this work of astounding beauty and clarity is called “Bad Timing.”

5 replies on “Noise Annoys”

  1. Not bad, it sounds like an attempt at early 90’s hip-hop like Guru’s Jazzmatazz

  2. Joshua,this is a important article,thank’s…I am like anyone who read this touched and hope Relief for his Family,Loved ones.

  3. My Grandson was loved by Many he was a very talented creative Musical young man R.I.P mijo Nana misses you so much Your my angel now

  4. I miss you Jay.. we doing this for you . We gonna put this tucson music on the map!

  5. WOW just so sad for anyone to take their own life,its not that most people haven’t had this thought sometime in life its the acting on it that SUX. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, I can say from my own experience that life does get better as long as you work towards that goal. Yeah, yeah I know first hand how bad emotional pain is, but getting out of myself and trying to be helpful in someway to other human beings will take a person a long way in removing pain and anguish.The person that dies pain may be over but now a new group of people are in pain due to such a selfish act chosen by the person that commits suicide.Reach out to someone you are only alone if you make it that way…. keep trying and never give up and you will reap the benefits of a good life by doing the work necessary. Even at its longest, life is a very short finite time that passes by much to quickly. RIP
    MIKLO

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