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Hunting new glories at a sweet old truck stop

click to enlarge Bob and Irene Myers and their 2017 Freightliner 18-wheeler.

Brian Smith

Bob and Irene Myers and their 2017 Freightliner 18-wheeler.

In the cold and dark drizzle it's hard to tell the jagged edges between earth and sky, and the potholes are filled with rare rain and yellowy lights reflecting from the Triple T over by the freeway.

I'm out here lurking, maybe hunting for that which reflects some kind of menacing world, roadside cons or desert derelicts, but it's dead, eerie winter black. Dozens of 18-wheelers with trailers holding 30,000 pounds or more are parked at right angles, lined in three quarter-mile length rows. They could be hulking tombstones but some are humming, telling of warm cubicle-cabins with hearts beating inside, screens glowing on unshowered bodies stretched out on beds.

You'd think New Year's Eve, a night forever filled with primal sexual urges—like those during riots and wars—would be in full tilt, filled with false joy and buoyancy, and truckers going out of their skin, hurting for comfort. Not a lot lizard in sight. Not even a single distant howl.

Beyond these trucks to the south sits the independently owned trucker landmark, Triple T (Tucson Truck Terminal), on I-10 at South Craycroft on Tucson's far southeastern side. There's a Circle K and some chain-linked yards east of the trucks.

Inside Triple T is Omar's Hi-Way Chef Restaurant, a 24-hour heaven that tonight closes at 1 a.m., given the holiday. The coffee-shop portion is trimmed in cerise and pinks and greens, and features a fetching horseshoe-shaped counter and an elaborate menu. It's a lovely anachronism and it too is dead.

There's a woman relating a story of her friend who dropped weight by only eating pizza ("can you believe that, and pepperoni too!") and he sits across from her at the table, their food long eaten, listening intently like young love.

There's another guy in his late 60s, old Reno lounge handsome in a dark blue shirt and a killer gray pompadour. A true silver fox, aged in white Cadillacs. I peg him as a trucker blessed with a natural sartorial flare, but he has a woman in tow, and she doesn't appear too roadworthy, her hair is even more perfect, and she carries a purse. On his way out, he pays Kelley the cashier, works his lower teeth with a toothpick and carefully examines pie slices displayed behind glass—pies so good that this diner has received attention on national TV shows. There's no hurry in their steps, like midnight on Tuesday in Truth or Consequences.

Kelley counts money, alone behind the cash register near the entrance where a million truckers and travelers have passed through. She seems perpetually joyful and grateful to be here, in the company of co-workers, because maybe her own children are all grown and gone, or maybe there's deeper sadness there, some unspeakable tragedy, or maybe not. It's easy to see late-night things that help comfort my own smallness.

When an employee whose shift ended departs saying "I'll see you next year!" it's sad in that beautiful way old diners can be sad, full of stories and reminiscences you'll never find in a thousand Denny's or silly new diners modeled on someone else's nostalgia. But it's exhilarating because it's so easy to fall in love with strangers who don't at all look alike, who aren't trying to be anything.

Kelley's register opens and she swoops change from the drawer, counts it and drops it back in. The pair of older waitresses in matching sapphire-green shirts chat softly with a bespectacled gentleman server wearing white kitchen overalls, and a dishwasher they call José, who moves in and out. It's all a song, an ambient tune so much better than "Auld Lang Syne," or anything a media-anointed star or show or event could ever create at 11 p.m. on New Year's Eve.

Darin Jones orders takeout for himself and his wife, who's asleep in their truck. The 45-year-old is friendly and articulate despite the road-weary eyes. He's hauling onions from Lancaster, California to Miami in a flatbed, and the ongoing rain presents certain challenges; the tarp that protects the produce from moisture requires constant adjustment.

Jones has been a pro driver for 16 years, but is only recently independent—that is, he doesn't haul for a specific company—so he doesn't exactly know what happens if he delivers a sour load, it's never happened. He owns his truck outright, and has another back in Ohio. He's got some kids. It's never easy.

His loads come through brokers, who take a piece of his action—upwards of 30 percent—and he's responsible for his own insurance, truck upkeep, gas, tags, the whole bit. He's hoping once he and his wife drop the Miami load in two day's time, a broker will have arranged a new load to Ohio, otherwise they'll head home empty handed, and lose money.

But, he adds, they had a load to Oregon from Ohio and that took them to see a relative. "Sometimes it works out that way."

I remind him it's nearly midnight on New Year's Eve. It doesn't register much. He collects his takeout, pays and heads out in the drizzle to his wife.

Big Bob and Irene Myers shuffle into Omar's and he announces to no one, "If my belly don't fit, I ain't gonna sit there." I'm not sure if that's self-deprecation or bitchiness. Fleshy belly protrudes out from underneath a blue Titan T-shirt, with a breast pocket that holds a few pens. He wears leather suspenders affixed with Buffalo nickel heads.

Bob and his wife Irene drive for Titan Transfer. They're hauling a load back from California toward Tennessee, and they'll be there in a day and a half. They've put almost 120,000 miles on their company truck in six months. They've been married "going on 22 years."

They each squeeze into the spacious booth, and, as if sick of the sight of one another, bicker. Irene reads the menu out loud ... "Sounds better than meatloaf!"

But they're not sick of the sight of one another. They live and drive and breathe each other, day in day out, in a truck, and at home in Silver City, Tennessee. They relate in a redundant rudeness only they understand, a lover's lingo. Of course they finish each other's sentences—they finish each other's histories. They share a thick Southern dialect, rural Tennessee.

I ask if one would survive without the other and they look straight into each other's eyes and laugh.

Gail the waitress with the gray braid down her back, walks the couple through the menu, like she remembers them. They've been through here before. Many times.

"I'll have a root beer, too," Bob says. "Only beer I can drink."

Bob has no teeth and he gums his food. No need for dentures.

"He can even eat steak!" Irene chimes in. Bob nods like he's blessed: "My mouth was all full of poisons and she made sure I got my teeth pulled."

Because he has no teeth sometimes a noodle drops from his mouth onto his shirt. Irene never lets those moments pass without some mocking. He's a good sport.

Gail soon steps up with the over-portioned meals, and the couple dig in, and talk.

Irene and Bob met on the road, sort of. She was a security guard and he was a truck driver. Bob suffers arthritis from a horrible motorcycle accident years ago. "It was in the '80s, I went head-on into the back of a pickup stopped at a traffic light, going 60." He'll retire from trucking in September 2017. "I'm done with it."

They'll only work for a trucking company like Titan now. Owning your own truck, he says, is risky as hell and "it ain't worth it. You're responsible for everything." Now, if his truck breaks down, Titan fixes it. "You don't worry about insurance, tags, fuel. None of it."

The clock hits midnight—it's 2017—and Irene produces pictures of her Boston Terrier on her phone and launches into family histories equal parts tragic and sad. How her sister died two years ago from cancer—her husband was bringing asbestos in from his work—and how she takes care of her 74-year-old mother and 28-year-old nephew because no one else in her family will, and she obviously loves them. She had a hysterectomy and the cancer is gone. Three and a half years ago she and Bob came off the road to find their doublewide home burned to cinders, everything they owned stolen or torched. The sheriff investigating the fire died mysteriously soon after.

"They got some places up there where a person might never be found," Bob says. Irene produces phone pictures of the burned-down property and they shudder and chuckle, because that's all there is to do.

So they bought a house nearby and its neighboring property for $35k, and it'll be paid off with one final payment when they return home. They've been working everyday except four days a month to earn the money to pay off the place. They can earn 2K in a good week, they say. She produces a photo of a pretty little modular house with aluminum siding on acreage filled with forest. It's hard to believe they got it so cheap.

"It's because it's Tennessee. Nobody can afford nothin' there," Bob says. Then he blames his county's economic disenfranchisement on Obama. Of course he listens to Fox News when he drives. As if sensing rising tension between us, Gail, whose eyeshadow matches her watch and shirt, returns and talks of her dogs. She has six.

It's nearly 2 a.m. and we're at the Myers' Titan truck out in the lot and Bob's giving me a tour. It's a formidable 2017 Freightliner 18-wheeler, able to roll at high speeds a max gross load of 80,000 pounds. The driver's area resembles a cockpit, with up-to-the-moment enhancements and systems to help prevent inelegant driving, and Bob says it "ain't what it looks. It's pretty easy to drive." The back sleeper cab sports a double bed, a microwave and other such homey additions.

The Myers have a schedule, so he drives nights, Irene days. They kiss and she climbs into the sleeper to crash. And soon the 500-horsepower motor fires up and rumbles, and the monster rolls out and exits this remote desert lot, where broken lives sometimes come to haunt, where rain feels like an ambush. Bob and Irene turn and head east on the freeway, toward all those corporate truck stops that are nothing at all like the Triple T.


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