A friendly Border Patrol agent, who has just lit up a cigar, is pointing across the international boundary to Nogales, Sonora. He says that these are the places where “lookouts” are watching him and other agents of the U.S. Department of Homeland Security. I look through the bollard-style border fence, reinforced steel poles placed side by side, and squint to see the multitude of buildings and houses on the Mexican side, many crowding to the border fence. I don’t see the people that the agent is referring to.
“Wherever we move they know,” the agent, dressed in the typical forest-green uniform, says pointing at his eye. “If we move to another place, they will know.”
I look, but all I can hear is the sound of children’s voices. Below us there is a flurry of laughter and music coming from what sounds like a school festival. It is no more than 100 feet away, but in Mexico. When I look down the 25-foot embankment trying to spot the school, I can see the cross and flowers—a shrine dedicated to Jose Antonio Elena Rodriguez—at the corner of two busy streets. This was the place where a Border Patrol agent, or agents (the case remains unresolved), shot onto the Mexican street where the 16-year-old Elena Rodriguez walked, hitting him 10 times with bullets on Oct. 10, 2012. A police report claims that the agents were responding to people throwing rocks. The expensive cameras that stare down from the yellow post above us apparently captured what happened, but still no video has been released.
“I hope the smoke isn’t bothering you,” the agent says, noticing that the wind on this overcast, blustery day is blowing the cigar smoke around. Of course I’m curious to know why he is smoking a blunt, midshift, but I don’t ask.
As he continues to point out the “bad guys,” I follow the path of the border wall with my eyes. It snakes up and down the hills for miles in Nogales. Just down the hill from us are two tires connected to a tree with a yellow rope that sways in the wind. The most massive and expensive border enforcement apparatus in the history of the United States had been built right through this makeshift playground on the U.S. side, and right through where the voices of the kids at the school fiesta in Mexico can be heard.
People don’t call this Ambos Nogales (referring to both Nogales, Ariz., and Nogales, Sonora) for no reason. They call it that for the numerous familial, community, social and economic ties that crisscross the border like the Cinco de Mayo parade that went from Mexico to the United States as recently as the 1980s. Now, the wall is just the beginning of the divisions. If you are a kid growing up in Ambos Nogales you could be the enemy, you could be the ally or you could be both at the same time.
Creating the Fertile Ground
When kids are bored in Nogales, Ariz., they hover between two places—City Hall and Peter Piper Pizza, according to Andres Lozano. Nogales has a population of about 25,000 people—much less than in Nogales, Sonora, where the population is close to 400,000. City Hall has a park, and in the back of the building is an area for events such as small carnivals where businesses and city agencies have booths. During such events, the Border Patrol is almost always there, Lozano tells me.
Long gone are the days in the 1970s when Lozano’s father, like many others, crossed the border from Mexico through a hole in the chain-link fence to play basketball or to pay a bill at the local department store. An operation in the mid-1990s, known as Operation Safeguard, put an end to those types of crossings. More agents, more technology and a towering wall built from repurposed military landing mats—which would later be covered with some spectacular Mexican-side graffiti—were part of an operation that would transform the U.S.-Mexico borderlands. Ambos Nogales would never look the same again.
When Lozano was growing up in Nogales during the post-Sept. 11 era, more and more money and resources poured into border enforcement, especially with the new national security mandate. Keeping terrorists and weapons of mass destruction out of the U.S. became the priority mission of the Border Patrol. According to an Associated Press investigative report, approximately $90 billion went to border policing between 2001 and 2011. Some of the money went toward beefing up the Nogales Border Patrol station. It now has 720 agents, 500 vehicles and firearms such as M4 rifles, shotguns and compressed-air-powered guns, in addition to standard-issue pistols carried by all agents.
Lozano says that in the mid-2000s he and a group of his friends were at City Hall when they walked past the Border Patrol booth. A uniformed Border Patrol agent rushed out, stood in their path, and said, “Hey you guys seem young, you seem athletic. Why don’t you sign up for the Explorers?”
There are a number of different youth groups in Nogales, Lozano explains, but two of them always seem to put pressure on everyone else. One is a group of kids who are “very religious, and they go to religious meetings over the weekend and they’d try to get you to go to the weekend meetings.”
The other group that “sticks out to me,” he says, is the group of kids “involved with the Explorers.”
The Explorers program was how, as Customs and Border Protection spokeswoman Stephanie Malin explained to me in a 2011 email, “the youth of America” were connecting with “the largest federal law enforcement agency in the country.” What’s more, she wrote, the “Explorer program is a great opportunity to instill the same values and commitment CBP employees bring to the job every day.” In Nogales, Post No. 125 is composed of boys and girls between 14 and 20 years old who meet on a regular basis.
According to the CBP website, Explorers are “trained in numerous law enforcement scenarios that are based on actual training received by CBP officers and agents.” To bolster endurance, they train by doing pushups and situps. They are expected to be able to run 1.5 miles in less than 15 minutes. There are a number of role-play scenarios in which they use their “red guns,” fake red-colored handguns and assault rifles. One agent told me that the guns were for training that prepares Border Patrol Explorers for pursuing “intruders” in the desert, raiding marijuana fields and responding to hostage-taking situations. They learn how to take people down and handcuff them. The Explorers learn about borders, citizenship, CBP history and even a bit of immigration law.
But Lozano, like many youths in many border towns, didn’t like the Border Patrol. He and his friends spent his childhood playing “hide-and-seek” with agents. They would chuck rocks towards agents’ vehicles and run with adrenaline pumping when the “men in green” pursued them in response.
A few weeks before agents tried to recruit Lozano and his friends at City Hall, another Border Patrol agent had pulled a gun on Lozano after he climbed a slow-moving train to get across the train tracks. There is no overpass in Nogales, so when the train rolls through, it cuts the town in half and there is no way to get to the other side until all the railcars chug through.
Lozano was on the way to his best friend’s house, on the other side of the train tracks. He was not crossing an international border. After a Border Patrol agent in a patrol vehicle saw Lozano climb down from the train, he peeled out, drove over a curb and came to a screeching stop. He then pulled out his gun and yelled, “Freeze!”
Lozano stopped and tried to get his identification out of his pocket, and the agent yelled at him to get his hand out of his pocket.
The agent came over, pulled Lozano’s wallet out, looked at his ID and then, according to Lozano, slammed it on his chest and told him that the train was federal property. Lozano was 15 years old at time.
The incident was still fresh in his mind a few weeks later when the Border Patrol recruiter tries to entice him to the information booth.
“I’m not interested,” Lozano says he told him. “Go away.”
“Fine, whatever. Blow me off. You think you’re cool. Do whatever you want. See that Corvette?” the agent responded, according to Lozano. There was a yellow Corvette parked in front of the park.
“What about it?” Lozano asked.
“It belongs to my boss,” the agent said. “My boss, who has only been in the Border Patrol for two years more than me, is driving around in that badass car. Wouldn’t you like to be driving around in that car?”
Although young children might think it was cool, which Lozano admits he did briefly himself, “It just hits you weird,” he says. “It seems funny to wave the little toy in front of a little kid and say check out that Corvette, it could be yours if you chase around your own people.”
In a place like Nogales, where job opportunities beyond minimum wage are difficult to come by, such words carry weight. Every kid anywhere near the border knows that in a Border Patrol agent’s first year, the agent can earn more than twice as much as what a high school teacher makes.
CBP Post 125 in Nogales is one of many CBP Explorer posts. There are more in San Diego; El Paso, Texas; Miami; and San Juan, Puerto Rico. They are also in Tampa, Fla.; Chicago; and Anchorage, Alaska. They are in Maine and Montana and New Jersey. The stated purpose of the program is for teenagers to explore potential career opportunities in law enforcement. This particular Boy Scouts of America Learning for Life program, however, changed drastically after 2001. “Before it was more about basics,” Border Patrol agent Johnny Longoria told The New York Times, “but now our emphasis is on terrorism, illegal entry, drugs and human smuggling.”
Indeed, it is a persuasive message, creating fertile ground among youth so that the border-policing mission can advance well into the future. “I want to be a Border Patrol agent,” 14-year-old Miguel Martinez (not his real name) tells me in his house in Nogales. Martinez comes to the door dressed in the camouflage uniform of the Civil Air Patrol, a U.S. Air Force auxiliary. He is in its youth program, the equivalent of the Explorers. While not part of the Border Patrol, the Civil Air Patrol carries out surveillance missions over the borderlands. Throughout our interview, Martinez insists that he doesn’t want to work in an office, that he wants an “active” job. He loves to fly, he says. He also likes horses and ATVs, two more reasons he wants to become a Border Patrol agent.
Yet Martinez still crosses the border into Mexico regularly to visit family and do basic things like get a haircut. His brother Lenny, who also wants to be a Border Patrol agent, says that he thinks the large wall that slices through the community is good. He says it keeps out the desmadre—the total fucking mess—without going into what exactly that means.
When Nogales piano teacher Gustavo Lozano asks Lenny and Miguel, both of them his students, if they would like to work for an agency that harasses and arrests fellow Mexicans, 16-year-old Lenny pauses, looks for words, and says, “Of course I don’t want to arrest my own people . . . but I still like what they do.”
Miguel is more defiant: “I wouldn’t let that happen.” He pauses. “I would sue them.” You could almost see the 14-year-old’s muscles tense up through his camouflage outfit.
Should I Be Afraid?
The cigar-smoking agent is from the borderlands himself—Douglas, Ariz.—and perhaps even was an Explorer. He has been in the Border Patrol for five years. Before that, he tells me, he was working in a tech company in California but there were layoffs during the recession in 2008. As he talks, the wind continues to blow in persistent gusts on this overcast day.
The agent’s brother-in-law at the time was working in the Border Patrol. His brother-in-law told him there were no layoffs in the agency. It was true. The agent was hired during a massive expansion when the Border Patrol increased its ranks from 12,000 agents to its current 21,000.
“But now,” he said, “we are worried about furloughs.” He laughs, as if not sure whether to believe himself or not.
But the agent doesn’t dwell on the potential pay cuts. He points across the border at an enemy that seem both omnipresent and vague at the same time. The feeling that he evokes is that the Border Patrol is vulnerable, under constant threat.
Yet never before in the history of the Border Patrol have there been so many technological gadgets of war tailored to the agents’ intense surveillance mission. High-tech “war rooms” have agents staring at computers and camera monitors, attempting to detect not only drug runners and undocumented border-crossers, but also national security breaches.
Perhaps what most typifies this transfer of battlefield technology to the border is a fleet of surveillance Predator B drones with high-powered infrared cameras that CBP now has at its disposal. One drone, manufactured by Northrop Grumman, has “man-hunting” radar developed to detect roadside bombers in Afghanistan but is now used to find border-crossers.
Douglas resident Tommy Bassett explained to me what the Border Patrol expansion has meant for borderlands residents: “First you see a couple Border Patrol agents go by. Then you start seeing Border Patrol four-wheelers. Border Patrol agents on bicycles. Then you see the Border Patrol tank. And the drones and the helicopters and the fixed-wing aircraft. Pretty soon you see the Border Patrol and other federal agents carrying M-16s. And military hardware. And laser sites. And at some point you kind of think something’s wrong. You wonder: Should I be afraid?”
They Cut Off His Wings
It is an overcast January afternoon in the bustling centro of Nogales, Sonora. I am waiting for Diego Romain Elena Rodriguez to arrive. His brother Jose Antonio’s shrine is approximately one block from where I sit. I am looking out the window at cops riding by in glow-yellow vests, trying to compose questions to ask a 20-year-old who lost his brother just 16 months before.
“He was my brother, but he also was my best friend,” is the first thing Diego tells me after giving me a quick hug when he arrives to the restaurant.
On the evening of Oct. 10, 2012, Diego was working in a small shop a few blocks from the border, which was his brother’s destination as he walked along the border wall.
Diego tells me that Jose Antonio never arrived at his store. Nor did he come home that night to the neighborhood where they lived, La Capilla, which is located in the hills rising above the city. It is a neighborhood that has witnessed radical changes in U.S. border enforcement, from chain-link fences in the early 1990s to the current massive, expensive version that includes bright stadium lights that shine into Mexico.
In La Capilla, it gets quiet quickly at night. So everybody heard the burst of shots fired from across the border. The bullets echoed through the canyons. They could see people gathering by the border, a cluster of Border Patrol and emergency vehicles, bright lights and a helicopter flying overhead. “I never imagined that it was Jose Antonio,” Diego tells me.
When his brother didn’t arrive home, “I searched for him the entire night.” It wasn’t until he read the paper the next day, that he found out that his brother was dead.
“They cut off his wings,” Diego says to me across the table at the cafe.
Diego said that he was hurt so deep inside, “that I can’t even explain it.” He fell into a depression. He was barely attentive in school. He didn’t play basketball with his friends. His mother, his grandmother and his two little sisters all felt his intense pain.
“We aren’t at war,” Diego says adamantly, “so why did they kill him?” Eyewitnesses say that Jose Antonio was unarmed and doing nothing more aggressive than walking by. He is one of at least 42 people killed by Border Patrol agents since 2005.
Vivid Divisions
On Jan. 31, the Mexican newspaper Excelsior ran a story that included several photographs of children with Border Patrol agents near the border wall in San Diego. In one picture you see a young blond girl with her back to the camera looking at a mannequin that is propped up in front of the border wall. It appears as though the mannequin might represent a person who had just climbed over the fence. A Border Patrol agent was hunched nearby holding a paint-ball pistol.
It is impossible to know exactly what the agent was saying to the girl in that photo. He could have been explaining the technicalities of the pistol. The mannequin, perhaps, as CBP said in response to allegations reported in Excelsior, wasn’t meant to be an “attacking migrant.” Maybe it was just to, as CBP explained, “bring members of the community together to build relationships and increase awareness about law enforcement.”
Or, perhaps, like the agent with the cigar, he was explaining the perpetual enemies the Border Patrol faces. Perhaps the agent was telling the girl that people are divided between the good and bad, legal and illegal, the innocent “us” and the terrorist “them.” And which side you fall on is, as Andres Lozano and Jose Antonio Elena Rodriguez’s vastly different experiences show us, is in many ways an accident of birth.
This article appears in Feb 6-12, 2014.

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Nice subtext established right away.
” I don’t see the people that the agent is referring to.” (the agent is paranoid)
“Wherever we move they know” (the agent is paranoid)
“dressed in the typical forest-green uniform” (agents are all the same)
“I hope the smoke isn’t bothering you,” (agent is inconsiderate)
“I’m curious to know why he is smoking a blunt, midshift” (agent is slovenly/lazy)
and so on.
Bueno, article it covers the myriad complexities of the border cities…in these times. And will anyone really ever be held accountable for a life taken? What it feels like is that the investigation, maybe, just disappeared…So no one will be held responsible. Border cities are tough places to live and especially, to grow up at. Hopefully, the truth will be brought out into the sunlight. Micky Smythe.
That was such a brilliant, honest, and forthright piece you’ve published Mr. Miller!
(If you can, pare it down to 700 words and send it on to the NY Times as an op-ed. They pay far more, I’m guessing far than the Tucson Weekly does. The last op-ed piece I published there paid me $450.00 And that was almost 30 years ago!)
Meanwhile, what I liked most about your piece were your details about what bothers me most: the increasing militarization of the US/Mexico border.
Rarely a day passes here in my beloved Rio Rico, when I am not challenged by some idiotic BP agent who’s cradling a high powered rifle.
Who then demands to know why I’m taking an early morning hike in the Santa Cruz River Valley with my dog.
when I brought my family here in late 60’s, none of this was true. We were being over run, the border was a tea strainer. EVERYONE looked the “other way.” And, WE ALL KNOW IT. Then, things changed. Oops, enforcing the law. Mexican drug trade in Oregon, same evidence 2 miles from Valley Forge Park in Pa. Illegal in Chicago enuf to choke a horse. “Smpun;s gotta be done.” Gates came down, laws toughened, laws passed, country read the Constitution, security got tougher = 9/11!! We get illegals from all over, West Indies, China, tires strapped together from Carribean Islands. U get the point. Everybody HAS to get in line, take a number, check in, but this below the border stuff-Geez. Out of control. Gotta be stopped before we can control it, channel it, brand it. Then we know what we’re doing. And “OPEN DOOR POLICY” ?? I’m speakin’ fer myownself,now. NOT ON MY WATCH.###
Please read this article about life on the U.S.-Mexico border, and the Border Patrol. It’s by my reliably fine writer friend with whom Judy and I walked The Devil’s Highway from Mexico to Tucson to honor the immigrants who have suffered, and often died, seeking a better life. U.S. immigration policy killed them.
The international border is heavily scouted by members of smuggling organizations. So, when the agent is talking about the “lookouts” he is not talking about the children playing in the playground. However, I would not put it past smuggling organizations to use young children to watch for law enforcement.
Mr. Lozano sounds like such a “upstanding” individual since he liked to throw rocks at law enforcement officers. I was not perfect child when I was younger, but I was not that stupid. A lot of illegal aliens use trains to illegally cross into the US. The agent that drew his pistol probably drew his pistol AFTER Mr. Lozano started to put his hand in his pocket. Also did Lozano know if it was an actual pistol or a TAZER? Since he like to throw rocks at people, I would seriously take anything he says with a grain of salt.
Douglas resident Tommy Bassett should be worried. The smuggling organizations are not same as ones that assisted people to unlawfully enter our country a generation ago. These organizations treat these people like cargo. The drug traffickers and illegal aliens break into houses, steal property, and terrorize people that choose to live close to the border. There are RIP crews that carry rifles and rob illegal aliens and other drug traffickers. They do not even fear killing a US Border Patrol Agent.
The Jose Antonio incident seems to be very complicate based on the reports from the Border Patrol and people that heard the shooting. However, when you interview the brother that was not there, you are just trying to push emotion and not actual facts into the conversation. When a person is involved in a police shooting, I have never heard a family member state their relative was not a “upstanding” individual.”
The situation when the pictures of children being shown less than lethal devices in San Diego is being blown completely out of proportion. The target was standard steel target and they were firing basically a pepper ball gun and bean bag gun that many law enforcement agencies use against active resistant suspects. They were using baby powder training balls during the event. So, all the reports of Border Patrol teaching kids to shoot illegal aliens is just the media over blowing a non-issue. This event was held to allow the community to get more information on Border Patrol. I think that is a good thing.
Law Enforcement did not create this “limbo.” Both the Mexican and US government did that by not truly addressing the underlining issues to cause thousands of people a day to illegally cross into the US. The Border Patrol is trying to do their best with their limited budget. The Border Patrol has a $3.2 billion annual budget while the Department of Defense has an over 600 billion annual budget. Our country spends way more to deal with trouble spots tens of thousands of miles away from the US than the trouble spot called Mexico that is only 30 minutes away from us.
Art. The US immigration policy is not killing those illegal aliens. It is the result of the failed state of Mexico and the people there not trying to fix it. We legally allow more than a million Mexican citizens to live and work in the US every year. Groups that leave water in the middle of nowhere along the border is giving smuggling organizations ammunition to quell the fears of illegal bordercrossers. Anyone that thinks that water is helping this issue is delusional. Most groups bring water with them when they are with their foot guides. If an illegal alien gets lost in the desert the chances of them finding that bottle water is like finding a needle in a haystack. Mexico has NO serious agency that is responsible for watching their border with the US and is not taking any serious responsibility to stop people from crossing. The fact of the matter is the only true “friend” a lost illegal alien has in the desert is the Border Patrol Agent following his/her foot sign through rough terrain. The Border Patrol saves more lives than any of these humanitarian groups every do with their water bottles. However, all I see is our country having more disdain for the Border Patrol (and law enforcement in general) and using them as a scapegoat for this complex issue.
So sorry, Mike, but I’m not following you, here.
Kinda suspect that you were dragging on Mexican weed when you composed this.
True?
It is pretty simple. I brought up counter points to this article. I can make it even more simple for you.
1. The Agent was right about lookouts and scouts that watch law enforcement in the border region. The entire border region up to Tucson is heavily scouted by smuggling organizations. So that “idiotic” Border Patrol agent that “challenges” you when you are walking in a heavily used route for illegal drugs and aliens is just being careful since he knows he is being watched.
2. The author interviewed Mr. Lozano that threw rocks at law enforcement, which makes him a criminal and not a credible source of information.
3. The Douglas resident should be worried about the situation in his area. I brought up the real threat of illegal aliens and drug smugglers breaking into homes, stealing property, and terrorizing people.
4. The author interviewed a family member that was not at the scene of the Jose Antonio incident. Which the only reason would be to bring emotion into the conversation and not actual facts.
5. The situation in San Diego was not controversial and people need the whole story before making a opinion. The author tried to make a judgement that the Border Patrol is brainwashing children with a story he probably read on the internet right before he published this article. I wonder how much actual research he did about what the children were actually firing at targets and the event where it took place. It seemed to me he just read the same spotty articles I did when I research the incident. IMO, that shows crappy journalism.
6. It is not law enforcement’s fault for this “limbo” these children are living in.
Then I told Art why he was wrong with blaming the US immigration policy for the deaths of people illegally crossing the border.
Is that a little more clear for you?
I’ve worked for Nogales Police for 9 years and times have totally changed. Im also a Native of Nogales AZ and have first hand witnessed the change of ambos Nogales. The beefing up of the border has been necessary in my opinion as we see more violence in Mexico. The writer forgot to mention the increase in killings by the cartel in Nogales, Son and the shootings in broad daylight. The writer is obviously anti-Border Patrol but bottom line they are big part of National Security and highly needed.
I was disappointed in this article. It’s very one-sided, despite the author’s “attempt” to include both sides. I was hoping to learn something new about the complicated border issues and unfortunately I didn’t.
I agree 98azcat, I feel the author’s “attempt” was more of a second thought. Even his attempt to show the side of the Border Patrol, The Explorers, and people that support their mission was written to show negativity.
“When Nogales piano teacher Gustavo Lozano asks Lenny and Miguel, both of them his students, if they would like to work for an agency that harasses and arrests fellow Mexicans, 16-year-old Lenny pauses, looks for words, and says, “Of course I don’t want to arrest my own people . . . but I still like what they do.”
I know if I had children and they where going to this piano teacher, I would want my money back. You think a grown up would try to support these children’s interest with law enforcement. I wonder what else Mr. Lozano tells his students that is not related to music.
I had a friend tell me that his step-daughter, that goes to a Tucson high school, says almost half of her classmates have tried a harder drug like meth, heroin, or cocaine. I am assuming the Nogales High School has the same problem with drug use. It is a nation wide epidemic of our youth. If any child shows interest into working in any part of public service, he should be supported in that decision.