Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Fiona Apple Postpones South American Shows To Care For Dying Dog

Posted By on Wed, Nov 21, 2012 at 10:13 AM

Celebrated singer-songwriter and one-time occupant of a jail cell in Texas Fiona Apple has postponed her South American tour to care for her dying dog. She let fans know by posting a long, hand-written letter—which she then helpfully transcribed for everyone. Here it is, in part:

It's 6pm on Friday,and I'm writing to a few thousand friends I have not met yet.
I am writing to ask them to change our plans and meet a little while later.
Here's the thing.
I have a dog Janet, and she's been ill for almost two years now, as a tumor has been idling in her chest, growing ever so slowly. She's almost 14 years old now.I got her when she was 4 months old. I was 21 then ,an adult officially - and she was my child.
She is a pitbull, and was found in Echo Park, with a rope around her neck, and bites all over her ears and face.
She was the one the dogfighters use to puff up the confidence of the contenders.
She's almost 14 and I've never seen her start a fight ,or bite, or even growl, so I can understand why they chose her for that awful role. She's a pacifist.
Janet has been the most consistent relationship of my adult life, and that is just a fact.

...

I can't come to South America. Not now.
When I got back from the last leg of the US tour, there was a big, big difference.
She doesn't even want to go for walks anymore.
I know that she's not sad about aging or dying. Animals have a survival instinct, but a sense of mortality and vanity, they do not. That’s why they are so much more present than people.
But I know that she is coming close to point where she will stop being a dog, and instead, be part of everything. She’ll be in the wind, and in the soil, and the snow, and in me, wherever I go.
I just can't leave her now, please understand.
If I go away again, I’m afraid she'll die and I won't have the honor of singing her to sleep, of escorting her out.

It just gets more heartbreaking from there, to be honest—but it's worth the time, and strikes a chord with anyone who has every loved (and lost) anything that deeply.

Find her letter here.

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